A Dedicated Song For ME

June 26th, 2008 by raven-atienza
its another blog in the making….

I’d like to thank the person who gave me this song
He’s name is Torliev , a Norwegian National ( foreigner to!! taga NORWAY)
its a video from youtube…. but you know what.. the video doesnt matter to me its the meaning of the song… Kinda sweet enough for me to fall out of my chair… hahaha joke..
seriously i love it… he called me rain cause of my name and he’s name torliev means the heir of tor ( god of thunder )… what a coincidence ayt!!

when there’s RAIN… there’s THUNDER

just for your info… hahaha…

here’s an insert of he’s message to me from friendster:

Hello Rain - this is Thunder!!

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This one is for you…check it out!!!

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Hope the youtube link is working. I really like this song….

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PS:

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Your pictures were very nice - but why hide them away…

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TKR

why cant filipino do that?…. sweet enough for me to fall for him….
hahaha its a JOKE!!!!
Nweiz thanks Torliev…. Your so sweet hope you can read this blog…

for those people dont believe that they think i’m just making a person out of it…. try to send me a message and i’ll give his link to you… just ask him if he do dedicated that song to me…

remember..(USED)

June 26th, 2008 by raven-atienza

its been years since the las time i posted my last blog… I reckon its only two blogs that i posted …. now that im back in blogging you can now always read blogs and i do mean blogssssss of mine in a monthly basis… hahaha… i really dont misses blogging that much ayt!!?….

Since years passed there are a lot and i do mean lots ( sorry for the redundancy of those phrase) of stories in my life that happen in part of happiness, sorrow, failure and agonies… Things that are hard to explain but ill try my best just to tell you guys and gals all of those stuffs still clipped in my mind…, but don’t forced me to remember that all in a one blog it may cause me to insanity… (joke)..

Lets start with this BLOG entitled:  REMEMBER (USED)

its hard to believe but i think you already guess what i’m going to say bout this phrase.. (instinct ayt!) I think you already felt being used…. hahaha don’t worry were in the same status but i think i have much more than you…. at least you feel it thats important!!… in years passed in my life i met all types and kinds of peeps around me… and i do appreciated them well cause their will be a new exploration for me in terms of the word friendship…  I love being with them, accommodating them as i can till i can see that they are comforted by me… I let them feel that i’m behind them whatever happen in theirs lives… for me presence it important in friendship…
Things change…. why?

I think the personality about me that i shared with them didn’t mark their hearts and  minds…

They see me everywhere.. why cant they remember me?….
I shared happiness with them..why cant they remember me?…
I played with them..why cant they remember me?….
I talked to them..why cant they remember me?…
I join them in their trippings..why they cant remember me?…
I shared myself to their problems..why cant they remember me?…
We shared laughter and tears.. why cant they remember me?…
I almost fall for him.. why cant he remember me?..
I drink with them.. why cant they remember me?…
I shared them my plans as well as they.. why cant they remember me?…
I loved them.. why cant they remember me?..

most of all:

I ALMOST GIVE MY LIFE TO THEM.. WHY THEY CANT STILL REMEMBER ME!!!!

these are the quetions thats keeps on buggling my mind now!!!….
people around me as i think wasn’t satisfied for the effort i giving them for the so called friendship…..
is there something wrong with me?…
i think i have…
people weren’t made perfect right…
but you as a human was also not perfect…
you can tell me what it is so…
so that i can change a bit…
i’m not a saint in the making to perfect all of those things life’s offered…

i hate to say this…. but you are triggering me to do so….

MGA MANGGAGAMIT KAYO!!!!

but indi ko nilalahat ng friends ko some of them lang… ( am i scared to say that?…. NO i’m confident enough to say all those things!!! wanna bet?!!!… i dare you!!! )

i think i can breath well now… hay…..

to close this:

thanks to my references:

my cellphone…
the computer im using in CALAMBA…
Qoutes that my friend Brian send me (thanks girl)….

A poem made for me by kisses!!!

February 25th, 2006 by raven-atienza

Let me love you one day at a time…
and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you’ve helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we’ve opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I’m with you, the more at home I feel.
Let me love you one day at a time…
Why talk about "always" and say things we’re not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let’s think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning… and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you’re not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing times and crying times… and time for every mood in between. The important thing is that you can be the kind of you that feels most natural and that I can be my most favorite kind of me. That’s what makes us so comfortable together…
It’s also what keeps us from taking too much for granted.
Let me love you one day at a time…
Let’s not wonder how long love will last but how beautiful we can make it grow. Let’s give our best to each other, but let’s never expect miracles of our love. There’s no need to…
The reality of you and me is better than all the impossible dreams and fantasies I’ve ever imagined. Being with you is feeling proud, blessed, grateful for each hour we share.
Let me love you one day at a time…
not according to any How-To book, or by someone else’s set of rules… but simply for who you are and how you are with me. And please love me, not for what I might be molded into, but for what I am here and now. Don’t expect me to be someone all good and all giving, someone who could never disappoint you… someone too right to be real and too perfect to be me. I’m just as human as anyone I know… and very thankful that you are, too. Let’s try to remember that love means keeping in touch with each other’s thoughts and feelings… listening not just to words, but to the emotions behind them… seeing, not just the smiles and frowns but the hurt and pleasures that cause them.
Let me love you one day at a time…
starting today. Let’s have the courage to try to change whatever needs changing about us, and wisdom to know what should never be changed. Believing in ourselves and in our ability to handle whatever tomorrow brings… and trusting that this love we share will continue to grow stronger as the future years unfold…
One Beautiful Day at a Time.

it a big day for my rejection!!!

February 25th, 2006 by raven-atienza

i started to have a crush at this guy since summer last year!!! it was my sweetest year cause he didnt know anything about it!! even my friends dont know that i have already  infatuated at him!!! I decided not to tell him cause im afraid of rejection!!!… but now i tried to tell him na gusto ko na cia!!! at first we started out txting!!! when i reveal my feelings on him refuse to accept it!!! its a total love devastation to me!!! two weaks me n hndi nagtxt kahit kanino!!! just to move on!!! NOW IM TOTALLY WORRIED FREE CAUSE IM INDEPENDENT AS A BIRD AND FIGHTER AS A LION!!! WHO NEEDS MAN ANYWAY!!!